A Talk with my Son

Today my 9 year old son and I were talking about the baby before school. He said that he believes God is just going to be fair and take this baby too since it is a boy. That way, I will only have one boy and one girl alive and one boy and one girl dead. I wasn't sure what to say to him. I just pray to God that this child be the miracle our family is looking for. I wanted to reassure him that this time the baby would live but even I don't know what God has planned.

My cousin came to visit me yesterday and asked what keeps me going. Before I knew it, I was preaching to her about how God answers prayer! I truly believe that while everyone is doubting this child will make it into the world alive, God is going to reveal Hisself to us by delivering this child! I can't lose faith now even though many of my friends and family don't believe that this child is mean't to be.